Kurt B. Ellis

Science Fiction and Contemporary Fiction Author

survivor story

Why Do You Self-Isolate? – Boy in the Barn: Journey of Triumph Over Horrific Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and PTSD

Why Do You Self-Isolate? As a childhood trauma survivor, do you find at times that you prefer to be alone? Have you ever asked yourself, “Why do you self-isolate?” Self-isolation is a typical result of childhood trauma. And it’s one of the things I still battle with, even after years of therapy. Hi, this is Kurt …

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Will You Be a Better Version of Your Parents? – Boy in the Barn: Journey of Triumph Over Horrific Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and PTSD

Will You Be a Better Version of Your Parents? As a child abuse trauma survivor, did you ever ask yourself, “Will you be a better version of your parents?” Now we all know that parenting is not easy. Still, this fundamental question is something that we should all challenge ourselves. Hi, this is Kurt B. Ellis, …

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Did You Become a Perfectionist? – Boy in the Barn: Journey of Triumph Over Horrific Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and PTSD

Did You Become a Perfectionist? As a result of your child abuse, did you become a perfectionist? Did you ever feel like you were not good enough and that if you just worked harder, you could improve? Hi, this is Kurt B. Ellis, an author who self-publishes with Amazon’s Kindle Direct Publishing. I became a perfectionist because …

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Is There Hope After Sexual Abuse? – Boy in the Barn: Journey of Triumph Over Horrific Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and PTSD

Is There Hope After Sexual Abuse? As a childhood sexual abuse survivor, did you ask yourself, “Is there hope after sexual abuse?” How will you now live and move forward? During and after my abuse, I felt hopeless and full of despair. I felt used and dirty. I was ashamed and embarrassed. I felt my …

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Did You Grow Up Feeling Unloved? – Boy in the Barn: Journey of Triumph Over Horrific Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and PTSD

Did You Grow Up Feeling Unloved? Did you grow up feeling unloved by your parents? Did you have an emotionally distant parent? Did you have a parent whose love was conditional? Did this shatter your sense of self-worth? And did you constantly find yourself longing for a sense of belonging and acceptance? Hi, this is Kurt …

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Was Life Spinning Out of Control? – Boy in the Barn: Journey of Triumph Over Horrific Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and PTSD

Was Life Spinning Out of Control? As a childhood trauma victim, did you ever ask yourself, “Was life spinning out of control?” I know I sure felt that way. I am a victim of repeated horrific savage acts of child and sexual abuse. My abuse lasted for eleven years and ended when I was seventeen. I …

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Memory Issues from Childhood Trauma? – Boy in the Barn: Journey of Triumph Over Horrific Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and PTSD

Memory Issues from Childhood Trauma? Do you have memory issues from childhood trauma? Have you experienced repressed memory due to chronic child abuse or sexual abuse?   Has your memory of this time seemed foggy, sketchy, or unclear? Did your memories return to you later like waves of a tormenting flood? Hi, this is Kurt B. Ellis, …

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Audiobook is Live! – Boy in the Barn: Journey of Triumph Over Horrific Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and PTSD

Audiobook is Live! Hello, audiobook fans. I have fantastic news to share. My latest audiobook is live! After the quality review, it was approved for sale on the evening of June 3. Hi, this is Kurt B. Ellis, an author who self-publishes with Amazon’s Kindle Direct Publishing.  Stay tuned, and let me share more about my …

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A New Milestone on YouTube! – Boy in the Barn: Journey of Triumph Over Horrific Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and PTSD

A New Milestone on YouTube! Hello, YouTubers. I have some exciting news to share. I hit over 10,000 views on my YouTube channel a few weeks ago. I have posted almost 110 videos promoting my books, and my subscribers are increasing daily. Hi, this is Kurt B. Ellis, an author who self-publishes with Amazon’s Kindle Direct …

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Audiobook Is Under Quality Review! – Boy in the Barn: Journey of Triumph Over Horrific Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and PTSD

Audiobook Is Under Quality Review! Hello, eager audiobook fans. Proceeding to the next step, my audiobook is now under quality review.  After the narrator and I finished the voice-over and review yesterday, it progressed to this stage. With the narration milestone completed, I am one major step closer to release. Hi, this is Kurt B. Ellis, …

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